I just found a beautiful scripture: Psalms 91:11 “”For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.”” God knows you are tired. He knows you are trying. Put Him first. Trust Him. He will make a way where there seems to be no way. In Jesus’ name. Amen!
God says, “Likewise, it will take little effort to realize that the Creator is among man at all times, that He is always in conversation with man and the entirety of creation, and that He is performing new deeds every day. His essence and disposition are expressed in His dialogue with man; His thoughts and ideas are revealed completely in His deeds; He accompanies and observes mankind at all times. He speaks quietly to mankind and all of creation with His silent words: ‘I am in the heavens, and I am amongst My creation. I am keeping watch; I am waiting; I am at your side….’ His hands are warm and strong; His footsteps are light; His voice is soft and graceful; His form passes and turns, embracing all of mankind; His countenance is beautiful and gentle. He has never left, never vanished. Day and night, He is mankind’s constant companion, never to leave their side.”
